This whole race thing in general is fucked up. How in the world dose the color of a human justify prejudice n misstreatment. And why can’t they let sleeping dogs lie? Why do they get off by thrusting their fingers in our ever present wounds. They want us to feel less then human they try and push us to the brink of self destruction so they can look down on us and feel better then us… But the fact that we continue to fight, and don’t allow their evil to infect our pain and make us distractive, brings our the true depth of humanity and the Devine spirit of god inside us.
I’m going to bed
I love u. I want to see u happy. Ur happiness is reversely proportional to my own. I want you to love, be happy, enjoy life do everything I cannot. You are dorthy & I’m the tin man. & my only wish is that I had a heart so I could love you. But I don’t you do. Your red I’m blue. I’m black your white. And dispute all my pain and longing I will never be able to change how u feel because you know beyond my exterior I’m heartless, A zombie, the living dead.




